Castle in the Sand..

Its like building a sand castle... you know the tide will eventually come and wash it away… you watch the others suffer when theirs fall but yet there’s something within us that makes us build our own ….it takes a lot of time and effort but you put away those hardships and build away anyway ….you hesitate at times when reality strikes and you realise the castle wont always stand but still u keep at it and hope … hope the waves will be kind and go around yours and let it stand…
Its akin to the relationship with the ex when you still care .. you know its pointless to dream of life together but you still dream anyway … its like your building to close to the shore when you know there is another and then the tide comes and ruthlessly crashes against your castle and takes it down… it’s the same finality that comes when he gets married…
I’ve seen three castles go down in a span of no time at all… Will I be the 4th …? These days it seems like I’m being wise and building my castle near where the homes are…where the tide never comes… but the question is... where is he building his.....